Saturday, August 9, 2014

2.5 weeks

You will never know.
Never know about this.
Because I will keep it from you.
Because in the end, you won't understand.
Because in the end, you won't care.
Because in the end, it will be the end.
I've been here before.
Yet I chose to come back.
Even though I know how much pain it would cause me.
How many tears have been shed before.
How many silent screams I have screamed before.
Because I believed.
I believed that there will be a time that you will accept.
And I risked this pain for that elusive happiness.
Happiness that I know, deep in my heart, not for me.
Happiness that I will not experience. Not from you.
But I still believed.
I hope that someday, someone's gonna pull me away from here.