T_T

Crying. Again. Stupiddddd. >:(

I don't know.

These stuff are killing meeeee. :<

KMN

>.<

Hayyyyyy. Kill me nao please. Medyo kailangan ko ng SUPER MARAMING willpower at self-control para matapos ito.

Magbabago na ako. HAYYYYY. Nakakaasar. Looking back, super unworthy ako ng mga stuff. Ewan. Nakakainis. Parang ang feeling ko nagbago na ako. Pero for the worse. :((((( T_____________T nakakainis. HAY. Stress in life. Naiiyak nako.

Anyway, umiyak ako kaninang umaga. T_T parang narealize ko yung bigat ng lahat ng mga stuff for next week. Parang di ko kaya yung feeling. Nakakainis. WHYYYY

Nganga.

Reading about other people's lives made me think about mine. Do I really like this course? :O

Anyway, it really made me think *even just for a second* if I really like this course. I am like, I have no choice. But I do. But I don't know. I think I really like this course and I don't know. Mkay. Lost person here.



Another thing is that I also want to pursue cooking. Like gourmet cooking. Learning different techniques and stuff like that. Even being a chocolatier had once been a dream of mine. I don't know. But I want to pursue geology, too. I wish my life would be longer to do all these things. Hay. Anywayyy, I just shared some of my dreams with you tonight. :))

Bad day

Morning Crisis

I just want to say, I don't create interesting posts. I just want to blog just to let out what I feel. I felt like telling the world what I feel can somehow release some of the burden that I feel. I know it is selfish for me to tell you my problems but you have the choice to read it or not. <- These lines are weird.

This week has been very fun and weird for me. Migraine always coming. I feel like I always don't have enough time to sleep. I feel like I always have requirements and stuff to finish.

I just want to say that I love this week because even though this week is tiring for me, it has been somehow kind to me. Or not. I don't know. I always feel like this. Uncertain about stuff. Always holding back. Always being reserved. Always unsure.

Reading this post may be very weird and stuff. I don't know how to organize my thoughts. It's always all over the place. Always kalat. Always.

I just want to blog what I feel but after some time I just want to delete posts or anything. Okay weird post right here. YAY.

Maybe some other time. Maybe. Or not. Most probably yeah. But whatever.

What I wish is to talk to my best friend. He is just the one who I can talk about everything. Everything.