Answer me.

I like how I can get my feelings out here. I don't know. I can't tell it but letting it out here for everyone to read is awesome. Maybe it's full of grammatical errors but at least I expressed myself. At least I am not keeping it inside. At least I am not suppressing all these emotions. Hayyy. I wanna sleep. But I also want to learn. I want to be myself. I want to do a lot of things in my life. I don't know what to do first. It's like I am already in my legal age and I feel like I didn't fully maximized my childhood. I don't know what am I blogging about. Loool. But anyway, I am receiving more pageviews and I am thinking, why would anyone read my blog? Looking at my older posts, they are not really interesting or anything. I don't know. I would like to ask anyone who really reads my blog. Why? Why do you read it? Is it because you just randomly ended up with it? Or maybe, you like to bash it because of all the errors it has? Or whatever. I wanna hear whyyy. I would assume that if I don't get any comments here, maybe your just randomly got into my page, and my pageviews are a lieeee. :))

Hey yo.

I am here. Sitting. YAY.






Anyway, I don't know. I don't want to be part of your problems. I want to be there for you. I have seen you cry for so many times. Tears that I believe you shouldn't be shedding. But still, out of the goodness of your heart, you are still shedding. I don't want to be part of those who you cry for, those who gave you those tears. I want to make you cry, cry because of happiness. Sadly, I don't know how to do that with this kind of stuff I am going through.


Hey. I will stop whining. I will be there for you. I won't mind what I am going through because yours needed more attention than mine. I want to be your brother forever. So, I'll just suck it up and go on with my life. No matter what, I will always be here for you. NO MATTER WHAT,

I don't know.

Ginaya ko lang yung kapatid ko nung sinabi niyang I feel like blogging again.


I don't know. I somehow felt like blogging too. Maybe most of you who read this page doesn't know me or something. I don't know. But I just want to share what am I thinking. Lalala. I know this post is so weird like all the other posts but whatever. You can leave this page whenever you want. But I am here typing, not knowing what to do, what to type and stuff.


My head hurts. Yes. I hate it but it hurts.  Anyway, for the past few days or weeks, I have been busy, busy trying to get my life busy. I procrastinate a lot and I hate it when I do it. But I don't know. I like procrastinating, except after procrastinating. I feel like I am just cheating myself (worst kind of cheating) for not doing things now. Anyway, I felt productivity kanina and I am happy with it. I am so weird. :))


Oh well, I don't want to talk about my problems here because someone might read it and it might spread and reach the other side. Better be careful. And paranoid.


I want to sleep but I want to read and fly. Why can't I have powers of levitatiooooon. I want it please.




Oh. I am just gonna talk about what happened some time last last week. I am happy because someone told me that I was in their innermost circle of friends. It means we're close. I mean I don't know. We have different definitions of friends. But he told me we were close indirectly. This guy is so awesome. He tells you stuff that other people don't bother thinking about. (gr?) We talk about things people don't usually talk about. Some times to the point that the talk is so "bangag" or "sabaw". He also thinks very differently from other people. We used to talk and when his friends saw that we "understand" each other, they were amazed. So weird. Anyway, I am happy to have this different kind of talk. Somehow it became like fresh air. I felt like I relaxed a bit.


Another awesome thing is that my brother stayed at our house for an overnight. Yes, I may be irritated at first because his meeting was so long but it was worth it. He was introduced and stuff went smoothly. He was even invited for another. :)) Anyway, we bonded and I like having him as my brother because he is so awesome and everything else.


Anyway, I had a lot of thoughts that I have shared with you today. So I am gonna leave you there nao.




Sorry wrong grammar and the like.

Good morning. I just want to rant about something, but I didn't feel like continuing again. X_X